i've done my part, now it's up to you

aku memang suka buat surprise...

"SURPRISEEEEE"

sampaikan orang tu sendiri yang terkejut, terkelu, termangu sekejap.

well..drastic time requires drastic measures kan..betul ke yang aku pronounce ni?hehe

so,

"sometimes, you just have to stop thinking too much and just go wherever your heart takes you"

i've done that before..i've done that today.

result dia hampir sama..tapi ending dia ada slight difference...dah orang nye pun berbeza kan~

hmm..walaupun sedikit kecewa, sebab planning yang dah disusun cantik oleh diri sendiri-terpaksa menadah apa sahaja consequences yang bakal dihadapi...hancur begitu sahaja.~sigh~

kekuatan yang dah dah dikumpul sejak kaki melangkah memulakan step yang pertama pun..tiba2 hilang macam tu je.

well, there's nothing to be done..

"i'm sorry coz i really am not ready. please understand. maybe not now..perhaps another time"

orang minta aku cuba paham diorang..so, aku cuba memahami and meletak kan diri aku kat situasi dia.

walaupun kecewa yang cuba disorok daripada pandangan semua yang lain..terbias juga bila diorang memandang tepat pada mata aku..

aiseh~kantoi sudah...

but still, bila diorang tanya, okey tak ni...

jawapan skema nye ialah..okey je.

"your eyes will always be honest.they will always telling a truth even when your mouth is telling a lie"

so, solving everything through handphone is not such a good idea..coz you still can hide the truth..coz your mouth can always tell a lie...